Got out of hospital, and instantly got another exhausting disease! Whateverrrrr
What's important is that I'm home, and in more or less alive state. And I started to draw for a little bit, and it's all bad but at least I'm not having an anxiety attack every time I open CSP (I was literally shaking sometimes lmao)
What's important is that I'm home, and in more or less alive state. And I started to draw for a little bit, and it's all bad but at least I'm not having an anxiety attack every time I open CSP (I was literally shaking sometimes lmao)
And the thing I'm doodling right now is a cyborg I'm finally bringing into shadowrun. You can find his space opera incarnation somewhere down below is one of the posts with old arts.
His shadowrun version lost his beautiful brown eyes privileges, beard and hair privileges were inherited by some good purple hands, and his cyborg abilities got such a drastic downgrade, that Ace from space opera would kill me for this XD
I've been joking to myself that Ace is "On all levels except physical-he's a nervous horse (with a gun) that will kick peoples' faces when spooked." And boy, kicking peoples' faces he did.
In game he already killed two dudes (in self defense though-they wanted to dismantle him for parts), most-likely-killed another one and maimed one more. None of it with malicious intent. Before even talking to Johnson
I'll talk about him more later probably, for now I'm just happy that I doodled something and, even though I'm scared to jinx myself with it, wanted to share
nyoxt
weird though that Ace returned to my brain at a time I got another explosive friendship death. Second time this happened with this OC around. Unsettling.
Oct 30 2025 08:06
Lev Brejcha
Wow! He has such a cool design and that horse, lol, I better step away and get to hide 🫣
And I'm sorry to read things have been so hard on you dear 🫂
Life seems to not give a break, but I'm glad to hear from you. I'll try to be more active here, this seems like a nice place and way easier to use than Patreon.
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nyoxt
Thaaanks :D tbh what the horse needs- is a bit of care and apples. Or pizza XD. I'm also been quite happy to hear from you! It's been so very nice!☺
Nov 01 2025 07:15 

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