My eyes
refused to open. I couldn’t feel my body at all, and my head was heavy, as if
I’d been on a week-long drinking binge. I lay motionless for ten or fifteen
minutes before slowly starting to come to my senses.

The first
thing I felt was that I was lying on something wet and hard. I clearly
remembered falling asleep on the couch. What the hell happened to me? A
heart attack?

My body
felt alien. I slowly opened my eyes. The bright light stabbed into them so
sharply that tears immediately welled up. Where was I? Tall tree crowns rose
above me.

“So I’m
lying in some forest clearing…” I muttered, and immediately didn’t recognize my
own voice. It was the high, soft voice of a young woman.

Before I
could process that, I looked down and froze.

Two firm,
rounded breasts protruded from my chest, where they had absolutely no right to
be.

“What the
actual fuck…” I squeaked in a girlish voice and abruptly sat up.

I stared at
the naked body of a young woman — a body that could not possibly belong to a
fifty-year-old intelligence officer.

My
colleagues had always told me I was wasting my brain on those isekai stories.
Well, here we are.

Surprisingly,
there was no panic. Twenty-eight years in foreign intelligence had taught me to
stay cold-blooded in any situation. I began calmly examining my new body.

It was
athletic but feminine. Light abs were visible on my stomach, my breasts were a
full C-cup, my ass was firm and well-shaped, and my arms and legs had clear
muscle definition. I was roughly 5'9" tall, with long hair reaching my
shoulder blades. And, of course — I was a blonde.

I assessed
my condition. My limbs responded, though the center of gravity felt strange.
I’d get used to it. There was a strange flickering dot in the upper right
corner of my vision.

I focused
on it.

A
semi-transparent window with bold white text appeared before my eyes:

Attention! Due to an error made by the Higher
Powers, your original body has been erased from your world. As compensation,
your soul core along with the memories of your previous life has been
transferred to a new world and a new body.

Welcome
to the world of Laira. A world of lust and adventure.

To view
your primary statistics, mentally say “Status”.

“Looks
promising,” I thought. “Not just an isekai, but a porn RPG.”

I decided
to get out of the open clearing. I moved deeper into the forest, descending the
slope. Walking barefoot was very unpleasant.

Eventually,
I found a secluded spot between large rocks and a fallen tree. After making
sure I was alone, I sat down.

“Status.”

Name: Nika (assigned automatically) Gender:
Female (assigned automatically) Age: 19 Level: 1 Experience:
0 Class: Not Selected

I chose
“Blade of Night”.

Class
“Blade of Night” selected. Your true class is hidden from others. They will see you as “Lustful
Scout”.

Primary
Stats: Health:
75/75 Energy: 75/75 Mana: 75/75 Strength: 8 Agility: 15 Endurance: 10
Intelligence: 15 Perception: 10 (15 at night) Arousal: 10 Willpower: 10
Attractiveness: 10 (20 during day) Stealth: 10 (30 at night or in poor
lighting) Current Arousal: 5/100

Additional
Stats: Dominance:
10 Fertility: 0 Elasticity of Orifices: 5

Free
Stat Points: 5

Skills: Cooking (4), Carpentry (2), Sewing
(2), Drawing (6) General Skills: Hunting (10), Survival (10), Herbalism
(4), Vaginal Sex (1), Anal Sex (1), Oral Sex (1) Class Skills: Shadow
Merge, Backstab, Charm

I sat there
stunned, wondering where the hell the sex skills had come from.

I made a
simple spear, went hunting, killed a rabbit, found a stream, skinned the
animals, started a fire, roasted the meat, and built a basic shelter.

As evening
fell, I sat inside the shelter and began to think.

First of
all — I had died. Strangely, I felt almost no sadness about it. My emotions
seemed muted. I had no close family left; my parents were dead, I was divorced,
and my children had their own lives. I should have felt grief for my old
friends and my past life, but everything felt dulled. Perhaps whatever brought
me here had tampered with my mind. I couldn’t even remember my old name
anymore.

And
secondly… I was now a woman.

I looked at
my reflection in the water earlier. A rather attractive nineteen-year-old girl
with blue eyes, a slightly upturned nose, and a strong, beautiful chin. And
these firm C-cup breasts.

My hand
unconsciously moved to them. The moment I touched my nipple, a powerful wave of
pleasure surged through my body.

My other
hand slid between my legs. The skin was completely smooth. My fingers found
wet, swollen folds.

Arousal:
100/100 You must
immediately satisfy your lust to regain control of your body.

I lost
myself in a frenzy. I squeezed my breasts and furiously rubbed my clit. The
orgasm that followed was the most powerful I had ever experienced. My body
convulsed violently for several minutes as waves of pleasure crashed over me.

Experience
+50 Masturbation
skill +1 Arousal: 20/100

I lay there
panting.

Then came
real fear.

I had
accepted — or was at least trying to accept — becoming a woman. But becoming a
slave to my own desires, losing control over my body and mind… that terrified
me. That would be a real death — the death of who I am.

First of
all, even though I wanted to keep lying down, I crawled out of the shelter and
walked over to the stream to wash myself. My thighs were covered in my own
juices — it looked like I had squirted. I really need to start thinking of
myself in the feminine gender.

The water
was cold, but I forced myself to step in up to my calves and scrubbed my body
thoroughly until my skin squeaked.

The
notification that appeared made me freeze with a smile for several long
seconds. So primary stats could be increased not only through experience
points. That meant Willpower had to be trained by overcoming myself. Time to
start a healthy lifestyle and improve the other stats along the way.

I dropped
into a push-up position and began doing push-ups. The new body performed
excellently. I felt no discomfort until the twentieth rep, then my arms grew
heavy. I reached thirty with effort, and every push-up after that became
extremely difficult. By the forty-sixth rep my arms no longer obeyed me, but I
strained with all my might not to collapse. My whole body was shaking. Sweat
poured into my eyes. Thoughts raced through my head — why the hell was I doing
this on my very first day in this new life? Still, I stubbornly continued.

Willpower
+1 Strength +1

I lay down
on a pile of branches and leaves, exhausted. Deliberately, I started referring
to myself in the feminine gender even in my thoughts to get used to the new
life faster.

For a
moment the thought of playing with myself before sleep crossed my mind, but I
immediately dismissed it. I couldn’t let lust control me.

I slept for
about two or three hours before suddenly waking up in the middle of the night.
At first I didn’t understand what was happening. Then I heard loud breathing
and scraping sounds outside the shelter. Most likely wolves.

I
frantically tried to think of what to do. I had neither a strong body nor
decent weapons. The wolves sniffed around my shelter and pathetic fence,
sticking their heads between the stakes and looking straight at me before
retreating.

That’s when
I remembered — my class was night-oriented and focused on stealth. The Stealth
parameter affected not only visibility, but also suppressed scent and sound.
The wolves were only detecting the traces I had left earlier.

The wolves
lingered near my shelter for another half an hour before finally leaving. After
that, I couldn’t fall back asleep. I needed to plan my next steps, but my mind
was too chaotic.

To put my
thoughts in order, I sat in a lotus position — my new body was surprisingly
flexible — closed my eyes and began to meditate.

Intelligence
+1 New Skill
Unlocked: Meditation Meditation +1

It was the
darkest time of night. Stars shone brightly in the sky. I decided to run an
experiment. I would raise my arousal to 90 and see whether it would drop on its
own or if release was necessary.

Since I was
already naked, I started caressing my breasts, then moved one hand between my
legs.

There was a
flood between my thighs. My whole body was burning with desire, but I closed my
eyes and tried to calm myself. It felt like drug withdrawal. I regretted
starting this experiment after just thirty seconds, but I stubbornly held on,
trying to think about dead puppies and dismembered corpses.

After about
ten minutes, I checked my status. Arousal was still at 90 and showed no sign of
dropping.

I continued
this torture for several hours until dawn. In total, I gained eight points in
Willpower.

Attention!
You have raised the “Willpower” parameter by more than 8 points in a short
period of time. You have been awarded the title “Iron Will”. Willpower +5

Mental
influence on you is now very difficult. Skills and artifacts that enslave the
will will lose effectiveness over time.

Still, my
arousal remained extremely high. It was already morning, and I needed to find
food and continue my journey. I slid my fingers over my wet pussy lips, spread
them, and inserted one finger inside. Despite being soaked, it was still tight.
A couple of centimeters in, my finger hit a barrier. Of course — this body was
a virgin.

I rubbed my
clit with my thumb while moving the inserted finger in circles. The orgasm came
after just fifteen seconds. This time it was so powerful that I screamed like I
was being murdered. My eyes rolled back, and waves of intense pleasure exploded
throughout my body. I thought my heart might stop. It was too good, almost
painfully so.

A few
minutes later, I passed out.

When I
opened my eyes, it was already late morning. I was covered in sweat, and the
inside of the shelter was filled with the thick smell of pussy.

Experience
+50 Level Up!
Current Level: 2 Free Stat Points: 10 Masturbation +1

After
drinking from the stream and washing up, I did my morning workout. My body was
much more flexible and obedient now. Then I started crafting. I needed shoes
first. Using two rabbit pelts and sinew, I made simple footwear.

Would
you like to create Simple Fur Boots? (Required Skill: Sewing) Yes / No

“Yes!”

You have
created “Beginner’s Fur Boots” Durability: 50/50 Rank: Common Experience +10

I continued
walking downstream. Half an hour later I found some sweet berries for
breakfast. Later I spotted a deer drinking from the stream.

I carefully
crept closer.

When I got
close enough, a notification appeared above the animal:

Lustful
Deer (Level 3)
Perverse deer differ from ordinary ones by increased aggression and lust. They
often attack people to satisfy their sexual desire. They have high agility and
perception. Weak points: head and neck. A wounded deer is dangerous even for
experienced hunters.

This
perverted world never ceased to amaze me. I approached from behind and thrust
my spear into its neck with both hands. The deer tried to flee but collapsed
after a few leaps. Between its legs stood a massive, seventy-centimeter erect
cock.

This
fucking body reacted even to an animal’s dick. After skinning the deer, I
crafted a skirt, a top, and a simple bag using sinew. I also made a better
spear.

I relieved
my arousal back down to 20. The orgasm this time was not as strong as in the
morning.

I continued
my journey for three more days. During this time I trained hard and gained:

I also
received the title “Steel Will”.

On the
morning of the fourth day, I saw a hunter’s cabin about three hundred meters
ahead, with smoke rising from the chimney.