It's beta version of my project that I started working on almost two-three years ago. I find it hard to understand why it took me so long to draw all this out because there are so many reasons and I can't even grasp onto one. Despite the fact that my life began to settle down a storm of emotions was still raging inside, it was difficult to adapt to a calm environment. I am the kind of person who wants to grab hold of everything but I don’t notice in time that my strength is running out. So everything happens to me in fits and starts.