Just Some Ruminations

Sat down today on a bench after taking out the trash and was taking in the surroundings and ruminating.

I basically live an unsustainable way of life because neither me or Demi are capable of doing any "real" work, yet we do not have any documents that say that we're legally not allowed to work, and even if we did, that'd do jack shit for our livelihood.

So we're stuck in a limbo where if anything at all would happen to Demi, we are left without the major money income source, and that means that we're left without meds, without cat food, without food for ourselves.

We're wholly dependent on folks' donations, there's no way around it. And I am extremely grateful to everyone who donates or buys stuff off my Hipo or Boosty.

Unfortunately, the donations are scarce, commissions are even more so, and cost of comfortable living in Russia right now is such that any single $100 USD donation will be gone in a matter of couple of days, and that's terrifying.