So Demi's Mom is getting retired due to health issues. Which means she will not be able to financially support us anymore, and that means that nobody in Russia can/will financially support us.

In the light of the Russian invasion, and the economical situation getting worse as a result, we can't do anything to help ourselves.

It was more or less clear before that one day our luck would run out. Yes, we were very fortunate to survive for so long.

Our families tell us "go get a job". Our families tell us "there's plenty of opportunity to learn, you got the internet".

They do not understand that I have a literal mental block. My brain is ill, and anti-depressants do not affect this particular type of illness. I have not been diagnosed, but I am fairly sure I have some variant of the Focus Deficiency, and maybe even some version of Autism Spectrum Disorder.

I cannot get diagnosed because there are no psychiatrists in my city that I know of and can trust that deal with ADHD and ASD.

All of that leaves me scared, stressed, and utterly tired.

I am worn down by a futile struggle to have a normal life.

I am not okay. I cannot clean our apartment. I don't take trash out on the regular. I cannot cook.

And I don't have stable income, and never had.

I barely have any subscribers here on Boosty. I never could quite appeal the payment-able audience to support me consistently. The donations help, but only a bit.

And due to my mental health I can't even consistently do commission work, or generally do my art.

So if you made it this far, thank you for reading. I don't know what to do, and I don't need advice or recommendations... i just need help. I need support. I need extra hands in my house.