Last a-lot-of-fucking-days I just can't force myself to work. I can't focus on art. Can't focus on anything tbh. I could blame it on pills and that I have pretty bad withdrawal syndromes from switching them but I think I'm just really tired from life. Yall might like my doodles and find them good but tbh I don't even concider myself an artist anymore. I'm just a tool that is only capable of doing comms. I produce so little original content. Unlike other great artists I do not enjoy my own ideas or don't even have them sometimes. My blank mind can only do comms and I hate myself for that.

My procrastination only make my debt bigger. And because of that I consider go to a proper job next month. Now that I have gf (to whom I made a proposal recently) I need to gather up my shit and start earning money. When I was alone I was not so ambitious about my life and thought that I need no money when I have my art. And now when I have all the time in the world to draw and improve - I, somehow, can't.

I'm not giving up on art sicne I still think it's just a mood that makes me all miserable and hateful towards myself. But also I can't ask you for support any longer.

I'm gonna close my Boosty due to inconsistence of my presence and content posts lately. I just can't take yo money, not post anything and feel ok after that.

We'll see if I finally fix myself. Maybe once I will have proper schedule for a month, some exclusive content ideas, or something that is worth paying for I will get it up again. But for now having it running is just not fair.

Thank you all for supporting me all this time! I really appreciate it and sad that I could not keep up a good work to make it worth.