Mkay me FUCKED UP. Badly.
Last few days (weeks??) I felt awful about drawing and life in general. Lotta stuff have it's pressure on me. And taking payment upfront to make my ends meet is only made it worse. Now I'm hugely demotivated and overwhelmed by debt (not only financial but also comm debt) that is eating me inside out.
(Damn medication makes me sleepy!!!)
I will live tho.
I should work more and whine less. And that's what I'm gonna be doing soon enough I hope.
I should work more and whine less. And that's what I'm gonna be doing soon enough I hope.
I'm ashamed that I am making you wait so long for updates and posts. I'm sorry :(. I hope I will manage to fix myself really quick.
Norman A.
Does sound like you got stuck in the working artist vicious cycle of taking work, falling behind and then taking more work to try and keep going. Really hope you can find your footing, you got plenty of talents but it's hard to perform when you have that stress on, I know myself. I believe in you boy.
Feb 10 21:28 
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Sovoy
Norman A., ah thanky) yeah I will probably just work entire month on my debts. will live on credit card for now. and then will start proper month of work. I hope this plan will work out heh.
Feb 11 07:41