Rissa

  Hello. I am along time not here .. It has already become a bad habit, but I can’t do anything about it.In a vet clinic, I watch animals and notice that I partly adopt their features. No, I do not bark, do not meow .. But, when I get sick or poorly moral, I close in myself. I understand that. I know... I have you and your support. My wonderful friends .. I try to give you all my warmth and good emotions when I have something to give and share.

This is my rule: Share good, shining like Sun, give people a smile.

And, judging by this year, I noticed that I almost did not appear. Work, advanced training, some wrong adult life.My neighbor is working at home. She caught a cold and switched to remote work. This is a whole stress test. Almost a month ..

I remember about my promises and I am patience to give false hopes. One of the psychological reasons, why I'm not shining for you .. There is nothing worse than the unknown. There is nothing worse to give impossible promises. I have a stress when I don’t know what will happen tomorrow and whether it will be possible to do anything for you. I remember about orders .. I will do this when I can and when I will have oppirtunity for that, I will appear and shine for you.

I love you so much. Yes, I say this rarely ..

From the news of the last month:

1. I underwent certification and accreditation in vet clinic. This is mandatory for all medicine workers

2. I realized that Tik-Tok gives ideas how to help aquarium fish .. These are so rare cases when the owners want to treat their aquarium fish

3. Amon has become a really huge cat. His weighs now almost 5 kg. Citadel smashed yesterday and guttled my herbal collection, which I accidentally left it on the table. She rubbed about Mint and Valerian as a crazy cat. It was funny

Hello my dear followers! The situation is such that I need to move out of the rented apartment as soon as possible. This news came as a surprise and a blow to me. I'm completely unprepared. I ask for your support. I understand that this is arrogant on my part. All of you are the only one I have. I value you very much, respect you and am proud of you. You know this. I can’t turn to Mom for help. She has her own medical expenses for treatment, which have been going on for months.

I will thank everyone who helps me. This is not even discussed. I'm grateful and you know it.

Thank you.

Hello! Sorry for being gone for so long. I have some news ^__^

First news: I found a job! True, this is not exactly what I wanted. But, I found a job! I was hired for a new job and all the paperwork has already been completed! Now I am an employee of the city veterinary laboratory. Sounds cool. True, I will not see patients and their owners, but I will gain new experience. They don't pay that much, but they get official employment. I'll even have vacations and health insurance from the lab! A year later.. But this already means a lot to me. I'm interested there.

Second news: My Mom is doing well. We call each other almost every week! It is very important for me. And this can be added as a separate news item.

Third news: After a year of renting an apartment... almost a year has passed! I was asked to move out and look for new renting housing. A matter of waiting for several months, because this apartment was put up for sale. But now I will be saving money for moving. I will be glad if you help me with this.

Fourth news: Amon weighs 4,100 kg! He is already a big beautiful cat. Although he is not even a year old yet. He is only 10 months old! Huge guy. Citadel actively plays with him. They run around like crazy. Ahahaah

Love you, my dear followers!

Crazy mood for bright colors and celebration. First day of spring! First day of love! Time for flowers, hugs and happy mood!

Today is February 20th. Which means today is my Birthday. It’s strange, but every year I don’t feel the specialness of this date. But, your congratulations and wishes warm my heart. Thank you!

I can say that I was lucky again and I was able to see and hug my Mom. The advice on the route to Poland helped me a lot. I returned the same way and everything went well.

You would know how good it is at home! I have almost forgotten this feeling. Mom and I talked a lot. About everything... We shared our impressions and emotions over the past year. I am very worried about her and understand that age is taking its toll. It’s so strange to see how my parents grow old.. This trip made me understand what I want from life. I realized that there is nothing more valuable than family. My Mom is my family and I will do everything to make her happy.

I shared my idea that I want to obtain citizenship of another country. It is unknown what will happen to Poland and all these popular unrest worry me. I don't want to leave Mom alone at a time like this.

It seems that I have more impressions than words... Unfortunately, I could not bring you photos. I completely forgot about it while I was at home. And I remembered just the other day.

So far, the plan for 2024 is as follows:

1. Apply for citizenship as a return to family roots. In Poland, I collected all the necessary documents for this. Mom supports me with it.

2. I have decided on my future and know what I want. I will continue my studies at university and find a new job to pay my bills.

I have already sent out resumes to different companies. I hope there will be a response soon.

3. I was seriously thinking about taking Mom with me. This is a responsible and serious step. Of course it will be difficult, but I can handle it. I think my stepfather will also support the move. But it's too early to talk about it. While we were discussing this possibility, he remained seriously silent and did not express his opinion.

On Christmas and New Year's holidays, I also dream and, like a child, I wait for a miracle under the Christmas Tree. I hope my wish comes true. I dream of giving Mom a surprise in the New Year. I want to visit her. And these photographs make my heart sad... I haven’t seen Mom for so long. I haven't hugged her for so long. This is painful. I really want to spend at least a few days with her, to eat her delicious food again. There is nothing better than celebrating the New Year with your family. I really want to please her and see the smile on her face. And it is true what they say in classical literature that there is nothing better than a Mother’s smile. I looked at the tickets to Warsaw. And, I had hope that I would get a plane ticket on December 30-31. Yes, it will be a long journey through different cities, but I will be able to hug Mom!

I believe in miracles. Maybe you can help it happen. I believe in it. Maybe there will be discounts on same-day tickets that I can use.

After a difficult year, I really miss my family, I really miss my Mom.

These are just thoughts, I talk about my desires and believe in miracles. And I will definitely share a piece of the miracle in the form of pics. Just a couple of days, God... just a couple of days with Mom and her smile, with the opportunity to fall asleep next to her. I'm almost crying. Thanks for reading this.

In order for me to be able to buy tickets, I asked you to share the miracle through my boost blog. Thank you very much