I look at the date of the last post and I understand why it was that one.

Monday, April 8th, I happily made myself a schedule of posting, drawing, and recording videos. I made a schedule for drawing the Pokedex so that I could finish it before the end of the year and the last Pokemon of the Johto region would be posted on December 31st. And everything was fine, and I was working and was determined to keep up the pace.

And two days later, my beloved had a pneumothorax and I almost went crazy with horror. I lived only to come to the hospital and find out how he was doing. And then rehabilitation. And then my sleep broke down, because sleep is the first thing that breaks down for me when everything goes badly. And then I started getting sick, again and again, and no ability to work, and a bunch of responsibilities and here I am.

In August, the cat gets sick, and he is still not completely cured, and then I get sick, again, again, AGAIN DAMN IT. I'm drawing at my wits' end, I can't function properly and it's already mid-September. Damn it.