O B S C U R E D

Сделал небольшой кавер. 

Я стою в ледяной пустыне,
Зимний ветер мне режет лицо,
Солнце почти что не греет,
Но прожигает душу насквозь.

Меня терзают оковы вины,
Спирает дыханье и мысли страшны.

Но в лучах жгучих солнца того ледяных
На колени я встал, будто каясь под ним,
И в лучах, что залили болезненный лик,
Мне слепит глаза, но я вижу суть.
И в последний момент нестерпимой той боли,
Что наполнило душу и суть всю мою,
Нахожу я покой, что так долго искал я,
Нахожу долгожданный, последний покой.
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I stand in an icy desert,

Winter wind slashes my face,

The sun barely gives warmth,

Yet burns through my soul.

Chains of guilt torment me,

My breath is seized, and my thoughts turn grim.

But in the scorching rays of that frozen sun,

I fall to my knees as if seeking absolution,

And in the light that engulfs my pain-stricken face,

It blinds my eyes, yet I see the truth.

And in the final moment of unbearable pain,

That has filled my soul and my very being,

I look at the night sky

filled with distant stars

eternal and lonely

as lonely as we are...

I look at the bright stars

beautifully twinkling in the void

their beauty is mesmerizing

their sadness resonates in me..

surrounded by darkness

whose cold chills down to the bones

they are so lonely

as unhappy as we are...

and only the heavenly bodies

warm these dead worlds

until they themselves go out

and plunge the whole world into darkness...

and will you divide with me

looking at the dead and sad sky

enchanted by this beauty

this universal melancholy?

I’ve completed work on an album, but I’m not planning to release it publicly at the moment.

During this time, I’ve created many musical pieces, some of which I consider successful, while others I don’t. However, for now, I’m not ready to share them with a wide audience.

I’ve found a distributor, created a musician profile, and uploaded my first album to platforms like Yandex Music and VKontakte, but I don’t plan to actively promote it yet.