Hello, folks! It’s been a while since I wrote something like this, heh. I just want to address a few things that many of you may have noticed lately.

Yeah, won’t deny it. It’s been difficult for me to post anything - not only because R continues to block everything in its path.

I recently finished several illustrations for Ark:Zine. It was... difficult. Mostly because I had never prepared artworks for print before, and the colors went to sh_t xD. Sadly, I can’t show you the results yet, but they’ll be posted after the pre-orders close (or maybe after several months).

Aside from my work for the zine, I haven’t been in a good mental or physical state. I’m still fighting my demons, but those bastards keep laughing in my face like hyenas. They've took my stubborn character and this battle seems like an ancient. Can't say I don't agree with them, but still...

Jokes aside, the years keep passing, and those little sh_ttalkers are still here. Will it ever end? I wish I knew. Probably not - unless I find a way to make peace with them, which is what I’m trying to do.

Anyway, I'm not... good in bloging. My "every month disappearing" can prove it strongly. It has also become difficult to post regularly when every platform’s algorithm ignores one post and suddenly promotes the most ridiculous stuff instead. Not to mention all the constant design and structural changes. I personally prefer Telegram, although it has its own difficulties lately. And honestly... I’m beginning to understand why older people don’t want to learning new technologies and platforms. Talking me in my 32's, btw.

I won't say "I'll change it and post each day". No. But maybe I can manage post once a week or so. Or perhaps it’ll be like the old days: I post tons of stuff for a month, disappear during the next one, return on the other - and the whole cycle repeats.

Like I said earlier, I prefer Telegram and post there more often than on other platforms. X and DeviantArt are still my main platforms as well, and I’m also thinking about reviving my Tumblr.

BM (Broken Machine) and DKH (Das Kalte Herz) are on hold until better times.

I may eventually rewrite some of their ideas into different stories, but the original comics will most likely be closed and left unfinished. Aside from my mental state, the reason is simple: several core elements of these stories have changed drastically. BM is the clearest example of it 'cause it was intended as a prequel to FC (Full Control), and the core concept of FC has changed as well.

I’m deeply sorry to everyone who was waiting for these comics to continue.

- What about future projects?

They will be. I have several ideas that I want to explore, but I won’t share any details yet, mainly because my current state is still unstable. Only when I have something complete in hands then I'll show it.

That doesn't mean I won't make mini-comics\panels, QnA's or won't share story elements with illustrations. It only means that I won’t publicly launch another long series unless I'm full sure that I can complete it in a long run.

Speaking of series. I wanna make one thing clear: there is only one - maybe two - canon stories for Mirah and Seb. Others are something like an anthology. It's a different stories in different settings, while chars are still the same - mostly. I’ve struggled to explain this before 'cause... yes, I understand that it can be confusing. I really do. But I love exploring different ideas and dynamics with these characters, and I don’t want to abandon that.

I simply wanted to make it clear.

To everyone who has continued supporting me through these platforms, I want to say a huge THANK YOU!

Even though I haven’t been posting there lately, I’m incredibly grateful that some people still choose to support me - especially when everyone is dealing with a complete financial sh_tshow right now. It means a lot to me.

About the content there, though. I don’t want to make promises I may not be able to keep. Speedpaints - yes, may be. Hidden\unpublished artworks - yeah, like it was in a previous times. But infos about projects - possibly not. Only when I'm confident enough that I can continue a full project - then there will be early access stuff and WIP's.

We do have that one "full" project. It just needs some polishing.

For now, Patreon and Boosty mainly exist as optional ways to support me as an artist. Please don’t feel obligated to remain subscribed if the current amount of content isn’t enough for you. I completely understand.

Still, I’ll be deeply grateful for any support!

I'm not ok rn. I never was this years. But I'll stand on my feet. It's just... difficult.