In short, I will enter the new year with a new main character, the old name and design will be hidden

Let me tell you about Wishta - my main character, my personal diamond. She lives in a dimension different from ours, you could say in another era. Her main value in life is absolute freedom. Her essence is only possible in certain contexts and conditions - in her native world. For me, she is the embodiment of an ideal, a heroine ready to sacrifice herself for the sake of loved ones, duty, and honor. She is the fire in my heart, inspiring me every day.

However, over time, my personality has undergone changes, and the present me and the one who existed before are two completely different individuals. Within my personality, there often reside feelings and states that cannot inherently exist in Wishta as frequently and for as long - doubt, anger, anxieties, fears, depression, apathy, introversion, and despair. The dominant traits that used to define me are no longer prevalent. I can no longer identify myself with the open and joyful Wishta; it has been going on for too long and cannot continue indefinitely. In the real world, it would be difficult for her to reconcile with the injustices of this world. Despite cherishing memories, I cannot immerse myself in that fantasy world, hiding the rest of my personality. I do not want to tarnish her honor, dignity, zest for life, and steadfastness in decision-making.

I do not want all these trials for her. She always knew, often unconsciously, what needs to be done; she could find a way out of any situation, she could do it all. I cannot do that now, and I do not know if I will ever be able to rise again and be such a strong and unwavering spirit.

In my search for a solution, I found the answer. So that Wishta can exist in the present without being consumed by reality, I present to you Senichi. Reincarnation, rebirth, continuation, revival, inspiration - call it what you will. You can even consider it an entirely different new character with a frozen previous one. Now she can experience the full range of emotions that are not inherent to Wishta, existing in the present moment together with me.

Wishta and Senichi are actually inseparable, forming a whole. Wishta is a part of Senichi's personality, my fire of life. Wish - desire, and this desire will always be with me. Now I can fully identify myself with the character and not fear that the joyful world of Wishta will be disrupted.

If anyone remembers, certain forms of art were off-limits for her, such as negative emotions like anger - only I could draw them, it was underscored as important. She experienced them only in specific conditions. But now I'm not limited at all in my environment, interactions, or character's feelings. Now I allow the character to change along with me.

and now, according to the behests of Wishta herself, I am free at least in this aspect

I stumbled upon this name on the internet, where it means "first son of hay" (hay - rus Sena). Those who know me close are aware that my social media page was named "Senya," so even if the first "son of hay" (Sena) is okay, Senichi as a deviation from my name fits perfectly as the new name for the character. Now I have chosen the same name for my social page as well :)

Senichi (千一) is a name consisting of the characters "千" (sen), which translates to "thousand," and "一" (ichi), which means "one." Their combination as "千一" can be interpreted as "one in a thousand," symbolizing being the "first among many" or "first in a thousand."

This means that even if I have a thousand characters, Senichi will always be at the forefront. And together with her, inside her, Wishta's fire will always burn.

And from other people, from other perspective, I/character will simply be 1001 people/characters :) The meaning of the name will vary depending on the perception of each individual.

I’m definitely not saying goodbye to Wishta, she doesn’t disappear anywhere, she’s still in my story, it’s just that my OC name and disign is now Senichi