Another update

My irl situation got even worse bc my grandpa who I am super close to got brain stem stroke(the type with hard recovery and really high possibility of lethal outcome) so I’m super stressed out even tho I’m not that kind of person who experience emotions people usually experience in this situation. I do feel better after I told y’a this tho(I’m tearing up rn a bit tbh)

+ i have identity crisis or something bc I might be transmasc(my family is conservative and If my mom was able to at least accept me as bisexual she won’t understand me as a transgender for sure, however my college is different situation bc they’re progressive on the other hand and accept my sexuality/gender as it is heh even tho u know our gov & their opinions on LGBTQ+ community)

Anyway let’s finish with all the sad things here’s a sketch of my truesona(?) I’ve made with my finger to distract myself grrr